Introspection V.1

Every now and then I.... I think.....about myself......and I wonder. Why?
I am not old yet
I am not stupid.
I can virtually do anything.
what is holding me back?
Is it me.
maybe I need a restoration of faith Spielberg style.
I need to get the stuff.
( To all the people I know, this is a process that takes between 1 and 32 hours depending on the malaise, pity, sadness, sloth, etc)
the things that get me off the ground again (basic list)

1. Its a wonderful life (if you know me you wont ask why.)
2. everybody's free (primer)
3. Fight Club (a mans man movie)
4. Sinatra (In the end, It needs to be My Way)
5. American Beauty (inspiration)
6. Counting Crows (yes again!)
7. Warning (song: self-explanatory)
8. Dangerously in love (love boost)
9. Livin' on the edge & Amazing (Aerosmith's 'get a grip' contribution)
10. Appalachian Spring (remind me of the world)
11. Rhapsody in blue (clear my head)
12. Pulp Fiction (time to go)
13. Adagio for strings (bad things sometimes happen)
14. Requiem (either you get busy livin or...)
15. The Shawshank Redemption (Its never to late to start living again)

this will take about 15 hours to complete but it saves me from depression and my faith will be completely restored